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And with you in my mind, I can feel the safety that surrounds us Some may say that day I got blind But still every colour floats around, There’s an even wider range that I’m able to see I can see an ocean, I can see the sky I can breathe for the very first time I’d become bitter, I’d fall apart Every end would be too soon With your eyes like neptune And with you in my heart, Anxiety is fading We’ve caused the perfect restart And we can finally quit masquerading Yeah you are something good to die for You make it beautiful to live I can see an ocean, I can see the sky I can breathe for the very first time I̵

Something ebony just caught my eye It’s so far up in the sky So far away, so far and free I wonder if it is lonely? Dressed in feathers: The agony. We need to see what’s underneath, dig deeply to find relief And form one dark flame So I flee from the bittersweet underground Or am I still anesthetized? As we walk on I realize unlike me it’s not the only The further we go, the more accompany us. And form a circle high above me Dressed in feathers: The agony. We need to see what’s underneath, dig deeply to find relief And form one dark flame So I flee from the bittersweet underground Or am I still anesthetized? Fol

Every day, the curtain falls With every sun going down, I feel my life is ending With every sun going down, I have to stop pretending With every curtain Falling, I feel the monster/s rising At night, I am reincarnated Filled up with all the pain of my heart being intoxicated And I wish there was someone to blame But I’m longing for living, lips taste of blood And I’m crying for more, crying for a flood Crying to let me get out of this thriller Fighting myself, but no one’s the winner Please, make it stop and be my painkiller It’s the middle of the night, the monster’s alive The moon is high up in the sky, my i

I wish that in the morning, I could step out of my coffin Feel the sun burn my skin and.. see a new day begin But.. I’m destined not to But.. I’m destined not to and I pass my life in mourning I am trying so hard to do my best And I am trying so hard to keep my faith Though I am trying, I still feel I don’t suffice But I am trying so hard to make things right Are there problems to be solved or should I put my dreams on hold? Is there a way for me to find, maybe.. the darkness has left me blind And now I spread my wings and finally stop the mourning I am trying so hard to do my best And I am trying so hard to keep my fai

It’s one of these days again Where words don’t come easy And feelings are too overwhelming You don’t even have a clue about the reason you feel so blue The record in your head keeps spinning just like the world was always used to. But it’s just one of these days Tomorrow will be better it’s just, just one of these days Just let it pass, you've got to let go of control and Tomorrow will be... You wonder what is happening with you And why your heart now has the flu I know it’s just a spark, but we all have felt this way Just try to get through today Even if everything you do seems wrong You know this day wo

It feels like everyone is watching me I want to squeeze this sickness Right out of its body But oh this try, but oh this try It leaves us even less alive I am the dead, I am the dead Haunted souls along the way I am the dead, I am the dead Suck me in don't make me stay Now I just close my eyes I know the world will not stop burning Just as we walk it won't stop turning So we've to go on, so we've to go on With these sore eyes, our blurry sight We are the dead, We are the dead Haunted souls along the way We are the dead, We are the dead Suck us in don't make us stay Blind and deaf, unable to speak Blind and deaf, unable to breathe Alone, w

It feels so numb, so out of place I fill my lungs with empty space The mind is dizzy, screams "I don't want to live here" But I just keep going But I just keep going A part of me is begging Please, don't cave in, don't cave in I keep talking to myself Please, don't cave in, don't cave in And I don't know where this spirit is from but I know there's a fire inside And I don't know where this spirit is from but It'll stay til the day that I'll die Your sticks & stones should've broken my bones And those words should've broken my will I cannot explain but I'll never refrain And I just keep going